I would not know

1. Job 9: 21
     21 Though I were perfect, ^ayet would I not know my soul: I would despise my life.
2. Alma 10: 6
     6 Nevertheless, I did harden my heart, for I was ^acalled many times and I would not ^bhear; therefore I knew concerning these things, yet I would not know; therefore I went on rebelling ^cagainst God, in the wickedness of my heart, even until the fourth day of this seventh month, which is in the tenth year of the reign of the judges.